Friday, August 27, 2021

Good

The good news is that I'm feeling better. I wonder about all my crazy mood swings. They seem more extreme than in the past. Is this a hormonal deal? What a drag. 

Jimmy and I had a huge, pointless fight yesterday. I wasn't even really angry at him, just frustrated and overwhelmed with all the things I need to do, can't do, and want to do but don't have time for. Today, we seem fine, I feel better, and he's his usual chill self. 

I've been telling myself that I have to choose this relationship. That I have to lean into it, enjoy it, appreciate it--accept it. I'm going to keep trying. 

Grateful for: the end of the work week. 

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